What if…
what if i’m not actually in love with you… i know it sounds ridiculous but what if we’re both just busy with disillusionment? maybe my scared little heart just wonders why this can’t be easier?
Sometimes,
i’m just so unsure. Girl meets boy.
Good advice
“Let us not dwell on the mistakes of the past, darling. Let us concentrate instead on the mistakes of the future.”
A case of you
When I don’t know what to do and the world seems too big, I can always trust in Joni Mitchell. Lots on the mind these days. I used to think with my brain and now my heart’s rattling for some attention. I wish the heart would go away because I was getting along just fine. … Read more
“god have mercy on the man who doubts what he’s sure of”
There are times that I miss my old life.
I cannot draw.
I cannot draw. Not being able to draw causes me all sorts of problems. Most of them relate to ill perceptions of myself. I feel like since I can’t draw there are strong judgments against my observational skills. Not being able to draw seems to say, “I do not see the truth”. This sucks. Not … Read more
English Communication Skills ECS
Thursday, January 14 – this is how my life goes. I was in class at school for the morning as per usual. I had two political science classes followed by an English class. Last English class my teacher asked the 120 or so of us if anyone knew what post-modern was. I raised my hand … Read more
A lot can happen over coffee
Hello World. Incase you didn’t notice I thought I’d just remind you as to how thankful I am these days. That smile that won’t leave my face should have been a clear indicator however should it be mistaken for all the times I lied I just wanted to be sure that we were on the … Read more
I am fine.
So… Today was the day. Back to the shrink I went. Overall thumbs up. When I first entered the hall there was a big handmade poster in red marker claiming that you needed to go and have a health check in room 207 to see if you have the flu. 207? I see an open … Read more
Hiccups, Insecurities and Mad Ramblings (but not as bad as they have been)
You know what? I’m not sure I can pull this off. Things are fine. School is fine. Work is fine. Life is fine but you know what…. overall there is this nagging thing in me that asks “do you really think you can pull this off?” Pull what off??!! Maybe it’s just autumn. Maybe … Read more
Carrie is a 32 year old woman who feels quite uncomfortable with the word 'woman' pertaining to herself. She also feels a bit uncomfortable with blogging. Turns out comfort isn't necessarily important to Carrie either. She studiies contemporary art and political science at Brock University in St. Catharines.
Carrie loves to Travel and usually puts a capitialization on the word itself. She has been to Thailand, Cambodia, China, Hong Kong, Burma, Macau, Cuba, England, France, Germany, Holland, India, and has travelled in parts of the United States of America. Carrie lived in Hong Kong in 1997/98 which was a year of flux for the country and evidently herself. She also participated in a student exchange program in Mumbai, India in 2010.
Carrie recently quit her job at the flower shop, tries to be a world citizen and is keen to turn everything into an art project. In addition to believing that you don't need to be the smartest but must try the hardest she is also aiming to live with the mantra "no decisions based on fear". She is often referred to as a pain in the ass.
